Fourteen

I’m hiding transcendental flowers

in survival kits – automobiles

that glide through the arms and mock the mind

on alternate days. I’ll be sued because

I love to break the silence and run on clouds,

screaming for your secret place.

And the precarious urge

looks you in the eye and knows your hurt specifically,

points it out on a blank map – it’s ridiculous.

I’m asking you to climb into my hand.

I’m giving up balancing

to levitate beyond the voids of words.

Angel

A carpet once laid late at the feet of an angel. It was bashful and red. The angel had wings so she carried it into the late night sky. The angel fell asleep and the carpet wrapped around her to keep her warm. Slowly it began to glow and became the sunrise. Clouds covered it and the angel slept deeper and dreamed and in her dream the sun grew close. While the angel slept it rained and brought the angel and the carpet both back to earth. The angel woke laying on the floor on a tattered carpet. Bits of dust had gathered on it and she looked up and saw the stars. The carpet asked, can we just sit here for a while? And the angel smiled a cherishable smile and said, no let’s fly.

The idea of a clearing

in the sky inside

the sun you desired burns

it is the heat you want

to free you from winter

winter always mocking your nostalgia

the untimely remarks

a spirit not quite vanishing

but unable to grasp itself

you will become familiar

with the idea of a clearing

which is most like summer

not that this is separate

from the ones you love

or how to reach them

in the sky inside

the sun you desired burns 

Fretted Instrument

When you’re feeling

            oversweetly moved

by the quiet hum

            of passing traffic,

there’s always

            an uncertain anxiety,

and tassels growing listless

            in the breeze

to keep you feeling

            like you’re tied

to a reality,

            or at least longing

to be held in check.

            At least

there’s movement

            in uncertainty –

it befits you

            to feel a certain shock

at your own audacity,

            or maybe your humility

is beaming toward

            the surface.

Maybe you should have

            thought

twice, before creating

            the conditions

for advice. If you

            depart

before we have a chance

            to say

goodbye, at least you

            know

that there’s nothing in

            teaching

that should ever resemble

            someone’s pride

being shattered. If you

            want to know,

this has been a pleasant

            encounter

for me, and I hope

            one day

these oversweet

            sentiments are

just coming to a close

            when we meet

again, somewhere outside

            of here.

Deathbed

Escape into convenient dangers.

Witness the very real threat of a vanishing sunrise,

of your accountability.

If nothing comes of this startling obituary,

I’ll stay and talk with you

as the tunnel is slowly illuminated,

as your caught in frustration, in a web of stars.

See me as a true friend,

cast aside for your tragic endearment to failure.

I’m safe with that fact. And no second rate merchandise

Will ever make its way into the fragile thicket of your imagination.

White leaves

These audacious blossoms

are a figment of forced observation.

The exhaust for which they feel affection

is nothing greater than your childhood:

you never flew off through the windshield

and Black Friday was never as important as it seemed.

What difference does it make if birds come cunningly,

like trumpets through a wall of angry light;

if the mountains are indeed just shaking out an itch? 

There never were any Indians in Columbus’ America.

Thicket

Such an unenthusiastic landscape,
To its credit went your daily limp.
The harvest was arbitrary –
What did you expect to find?
This tiny country is a thing of the past,
That seed just the parachute of the first world,
Whose dance meant little more than distraction.
Whose layers of years peering out of houses
Were so quick to leave your sight –
No wonder that sickle never touched the ground,
The ground to whose shoulders
You still attribute your seasonal fatigue.